fine
So recently a few friends have been nagging me about updating my tumblr and making a post. They’re right; I suppose it has been ages, but I feel it’s not accidental. With my imminent departure approaching I find myself more inflective than ever. There’s a lot on my mind and transcribing it to one post or even a hundred posts seems like quite the daunting task. Even now as I make these observations I’m just dancing around the issue, commenting on it’s existence. I guess it’s a step. However I dont feel at fault for my mental seclusion. My main method of deciphering the code of life and preparing myself for what lies ahead has always been contemplation. Isolated contemplation. I remember whole days in which I spoke to no one only trying to figure out how I’d withstand yet another hinderance in my path. The moral of the story is however, that I have only myself to rely on when it comes to my mental preparedness on this journey and as always, I will succeed.
